Oh! That’s what that shit’s about.

Oh! That’s what that shit’s about.

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Law + Order: BLU - The Stakeout by ~vebelfetzer
This..this…is…instant love. *A*

OH WOW

OH I THOUGHT IT WAS A PHOTO I LITERALLY DID A DOUBLE TAKE

saw this a lot on my dash earlier but kept forgetting to reblog ;; 
*DOES SO NOW*  gosh dang this is so beautifullll~

Holy mother of god…

Did I already reblog this? If so, reblogging it again. DEAL WITH IT.

Hi I did this!

3liza:

atcdblu:

tastygravy:

raideo:

zenis:

steveholtvstheuniverse:

redsewersmonster:

Law + Order: BLU - The Stakeout by ~vebelfetzer

This..this…is…instant love. *A*

OH WOW

OH I THOUGHT IT WAS A PHOTO I LITERALLY DID A DOUBLE TAKE

saw this a lot on my dash earlier but kept forgetting to reblog ;; 

*DOES SO NOW*  gosh dang this is so beautifullll~

Holy mother of god…

Did I already reblog this? If so, reblogging it again. DEAL WITH IT.

Hi I did this!

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One regret follows the other.

It should be easy to apologize to you, Catrina.

The hard part is getting you to accept it.

Since I’ve known you I’ve wanted to be close.

It took me just a few moments of engaging with you and

progressive exchanges to see that close wouldn’t suffice

and I’d need to be the closest person to you in life to be

satisfied and even then…

Those days it seemed so hard to get to you, even with

our daily written strolls, I felt like I would grasp for your

hand and come back with it feeling more empty than it

was to begin with.

I cravenly bended and ached for you. Then and now.

I wish I stayed true and wasn’t a coward. I wish I had

been stronger and not sought frivolous and safe levity in

insignificant people.

They were and are meaningless, at least to me.YOU

brought the best out of me and I’m ashamed that other

people heard the notes, and eyed the words and things

that were meant for you. I put no effort into writing

because I’d left it all for you—all I had were a pile of

letters and the weight of sentiments that I hoped would

buoy you.I took advantage of the work my muse had led

me to articulate.

This seems my worst offense. If they had only known that

they were a beneficiary by means of misplaced adoration…

If I only let you know, again, and again and again, that you

filled the crevasses of my mind and left no room in my heart…

…I wouldn’t feel so ashamed.

I fought to keep you near. I lied, not only to you but to

others who didn’t need to be lied to despite their worth.

I regret this.

I regret not staying with you.

And I definitely regret whatever came in between.

Yours are the letters, yours are the poems, yours are the

songs, yours is my soul and heart.

Forgive me everyday if you have to because I don’t know

what I’d do without.

Love,

Derek

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